Growing Madness
As time progresses, I start to descend into madness. I try to fight off my insanity, but I can only resist for so long before it takes over.
My mental state becomes unstable. Are nightmares a sign of madness? This question and more run through my head as I slowly descend into madness.
Not all insanity is bad. Some of it gives me ideas. That type of insanity is my inspiration. Writers listen to voices in their heads and record what they say. Artists draw the people they see when no one else does. This type of insanity is called imagination. This is the type that I embrace...that I desire.
But insanity has a dark side and it does not come with cookies. Hearing voices. Hallucinations. Corruption. Multiple personalities. This is the kind of insanity I fear. I fear that i will lose my sanity because of these forms of madness. I fear that I will turn into someone so crazy that even the mental hospitals will not help me.
The things a person does with the dark side of madness takes over are the reason I fear it. Murders comitted without a just cause. Insane murderers try to justify it by blaming the voices they hear or their own twisted ideals.
As the Joker once said, "Madness is like gravity. All it takes is a little push." I cannot help but wonder what will push me to madness. What will it take to make me lose my sanity to both the good and bad kind of madness? I want to know, but at the same time, I fear the answer.
This is a very deep article. Kind of dark. But enjoyable nonetheless. Two thumbs way up.
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